Thursday, April 28, 2005

Feels like Home..

"And I thank you..for bringing me here..for showing me home...finally I found that I belong here...."
Ey...realmente pase un rato super agradable. I did something unconventional y me sente en el monumento con unos panas a hablar donkeyfeathers y a beber vino. Mieh...que apero se sintio eso, asi viendo todas las luces de santiago y filosofando..
I'm on vacation. Im oficially a lazy ass bum. And I dont know what to do with myself now...I still think I have to get up and read a book or write a report or analyze something...BUT I DONT! :D
It was a shitty day..but It had a nice end :) Things arent as dark and excruciating as I thought..

Monday, April 11, 2005

Here is a Song from the wrong side of town...

So I was thinking today..(yes I actually was) about what a big freakin deal music is in my life..
And it is a BIG deal... Puedo relacionar cualquier situacion de mi vida, cualquier persona, cualquier relacion, cualquier momento con alguna cancion.

oh now feel it comin' back again like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it ---Live

Asi mismo me siento...como que el centro de la tierra me jala en diferentes direcciones..y vienen las nubes y los truenos y el viento sobre mi....Simplemente la tempested que hay en mi mente..
It's not that I feel bad...Im just in a kind of Limbo state...Don't know whats real, where Im standing, whats going on? This is where music comes in...Como que le da una cierta perspectiva y un balance a todo...
Today I'm listening to music that I consider auditive orgasms: Live, Dave Matthews, Pearl Jam, Ryan Adams, Depeche Mode etc..
Todos estos son de la mejor calidad...y justamente creo que eso es lo que le esta faltando a mi vida..calidad en muchos aspectos..
I do alot..but it's better to have quality and not quantity in what you do...

I see the world, feel the chill Which way to go, windowsill
I see the world's on a rocking horse of timeI see the birds in the rain
I'll ride the wave where it takes me...I'll hold the pain...Release me... ---Pearl Jam